About Me

Kanpur, Allahabad, Gwalior,Kolkata , India
hello every1... I am Arpita Sharma, frnz use to call me avani.Brief intro of mine is here ;);) writer by choice, engineer by destiny, philanthropist by nature bt narcissist by habit :P ;) photographer in my never dying dreams ;) ;) damn talkative bt still unknown to known people... :) :) In a nut shell u can defined me as- Far From The 'MOODY CROWD', Anyway Its A Mad Mad Mad World.....

MY STRENGTH!!!!!

Friday, December 10, 2010

"KHUSH HUN"



Zindagi hai choti
par har pal main
aj "khush hun"

Aj koi naraz hai
uske is andaaz main bhi
"khush hun"

Jisko dekh nai sakti
uski awaaz main hi
"khush hun"

Beeta hua kal ja chuka hai
uski meethi yaadon

main hi "khush hun"

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Zindagi jiske bina adhuri hai
shayad,aj fir se

uski talaash main bhi
"khush hun"

Aj kisi ruthe hue ko
manate hue bhi
"khush hun"

Apni hi galtiyon se seekh ke
ek nayi shiksha paa ke bhi
"khush hun"

Ek achal vishal patthar ke
hriday ko aj hila kar bhi
"khush hun"

Kabhi akele rahna nai chahti
par aaj apne akelepan main
bhi "khush hun"

jiske sath ke bina chal nai sakti
aaj us se door ho ke bhi 
"khush hun"

Kyonki Janti Hun-----
Tutne se harne se khuch hasil nahi hoga
isiliye to shayad aj--
na chahte hue bhi "KHUSH HUN".

p.s.-- above 4 paragraphs are copied.I am sorry readers.I have taken them from my old diary.
but rest of the other portion is my own creation....

Thursday, August 12, 2010

A Cogitation About Love.


Judge your natural character by what you do in your dreams.
RALPH WALDO EMERSON
SHAYAD PATA NAHI KAISE AAJ WAHI
SAPNA FIR SE PALKON PE SAMA GAYA!


KALPANAYEN HI TO EK SACH KI JHALAK HOTI HAIN
IS JEEVAN KE ASTITVA KA,HAR EK MOD KA,HAR EK PEHLU KA.
KCH BAATEN JO SHAYAD ANKAHIN REH JAATIN HAI.
SHAYAD BAATEN JO BAS REH JAATIN HAIN DIL KE KAPAT MAIN. . . . . . ANKAHI,ANSUNI,ANDEKHI.
SHAYAD VO NAHI KEH PAATE INHE SABHI SE. . . .
INTZAAR REHTA HAI!
HAMESHA AISE SHAQS KA. . . . .
JO SAMJHEGA UNHE. . . .
VO KALPANA KARTE HAI AISE JAHAN KI, AISE INSAAN KI,AISE SATH KI,AUR AISE HATH KI, JO UNKA SATH KABHI NAA CHODE.
VO REH JATEEN HAI KASHMAKASH MAIN.EK DUNIYAA KA KARWAAN BHI GUZAR JAATA HAI.
SSALON SE REHTEN HAI KISI KE SATH.
YUN KEH LIJIYE. . . .
MITRA(FRIEND)! ! ! ! !
VO JINKA KHWAB DEKHTEN HAIN VO SHAYAD. . . . .
KHWAB HI HAI.KHWAB KYA MITHYA HAI.
KYONKI VASTVIKTA SE PARE KHWAAB MITHYA HI HOTE HAI.
BAATEN TO KHWAB KI THIN PAR VO BHI NAA SAMAJH PYE KI BAATEN SHAYAD HAQEEQUAT THIN.
YA FIR AISA LAGTA THA KI BAS EK UNUTTARIT PRASHN RAH GAYA HAI JEEVAN KA.JO SULAJH NAHI PAYEGA KABHI.
AB TO BAS YAHI SAMAJHTEN HAIN VO
JAAGTE HUE BHI. . .
kAHIN MAIN KHWAB TO NAHI DEKH RAHA! ! ! ! !

Monday, June 28, 2010

What a girl thinks..........

To love someone!
It’s really hankering but a bit difficult for a girl to accept it.
Once she accepted then things changes. But sometimes after a long period of time when she is sitting alone, she thinks------
When she loves someone
She loves him by all her ways.
She adores him,
She cares for him,
She pampers him,
She gives up her whole life truly for him,
She trusts him,
She listens him,
She wishes him,
‘Coz she loves him…
She allows him to rule over her emotions and control them.
She allows him to be at that summit which is parallel to her ego.
She allows him to be the master of her dignity and decorum.
In the end she finally forgets who she to make her ‘LIFE’ beautiful is.
LIFE-----This starts and ends upon him.
But time is so cruel and the guy is actually a ‘MEN’
And ‘MEN’ never feel what a woman can.
He breaks up her trust.
Not only once, may be it’s twice…
May be thrice…
Or may be…
But still life goes on
Her love for him never faded by the setting sun of life.
Though she never knows that she is now---
Nothing in his life.
‘Coz what makes her feels special in his life…
That reason is ruined for lifetime.
She cries,
She dies,
She hurts,
She moan,
But finally…….
She compromise
That’s Girl.


this is the song which reflect the true glimpse of emotions,love and sacrifice.

Sunday, March 21, 2010


ARDENT LOVERS
No counts, No bounds,
And with no sounds……………..
We people are just moving on by the course of time.
Almighty enlightens HIS pious blessings upon us.
We are moving …… just moving …..
For anyone else we are moving with the running time.
But for ourselves we are moving….. Not only moving
But strengthens the bond of infrangible love.
Undoubtedly we are moving with the course of time…..
With setting sun of life and with the sun shining at all its peak…..
We two are moving.
Feeling ‘unknown’ emotions and…...
Far from the combinations of 26 letters to pen down the real emotions.
A satisfaction, a faith, a love,
Which is ‘n’ will always be intertwined between us.
A chord which is endless…..
Endless beyond the words, beyond anything else we can explain each other.
That’s what the true essence of love, friendship, faith, jealous, a real power to bear, to share, to dare
And we two are moving…..
Far From The Mooding Crowd…………..
Anyway It’s A Mad, Mad, Mad World!!!!!